Itâ€™s been an entirely unexpected and interesting journey only one week in.Â 4,869 is the word count I have on the 8th day of this challenge. Ideally, I should be around 13,300 words.Â I start to wonder if I could ever make 50,000 words.Â But I promise you, Iâ€™ll at least write as much as your donation. That I will do.
First of all, balancing the time between my numerous hobbies and activities, as you all know, during USC football season has proven to be challenging.Â Secondly, my inner editor wonâ€™t shut the hell up.Â I guess thatâ€™s a major pitfall of someone who writes short and concise pieces for a living.
And finally, typing through tears is kind of hard.
I know going in that writing a memoir about my mom is going to be difficult.Â Band-aids are definitely being ripped open and healed over in almost an instant.Â The physical pain in my chest still needs a little getting used to.Â Thank god that I have an office now so nobody has to see my occasional bloodshot eyes.Â But the warm and fuzzy feeling when I got the words out is quite rewarding.
Then came the news of a dear friend who has recently been diagnosed with lymphoma.Â He has just begun his treatment and has a long road ahead of him.
Real life and memories meet on the pages of my Word document, and bring with them feelings Iâ€™ve long since put away or learned to live with.
Expecting the best and the worst at the same time was something I perfected when my mom was sick.Â While I never gave up on her treatment options, at the same time I resigned to the fact that she might never make it.Â I guess so I wouldnâ€™t be disappointed with either outcome.
It seemed Iâ€™ve applied that to everything else since then.
So, while I know I might not make it to 50,000, Iâ€™m not giving upÂ NaNoWriMo effort.
I’m also not giving up on the friend.
(And yes, Iâ€™m adding this to my word count. So we’re at 5,209 now. Itâ€™s a preface material, no?)
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