Vacuum

I feel like there’s a black hole where my heart should be, swallowing all emotions after their brief existence.

Brandon kissed me good morning and that piece of happy that usually sticks with me for a good portion of the day instead was fleeting. Came and went like *snap* that.

Even the songs I usually have in my head are silenced today. Then again, quiet seems to fit this mood. Or actually, the lack of mood thereof.

It’s weird to feel this numb.

Gosh. I sound like an emo kid…

3 Comments

  1. Tiffany   •  

    My prayers are with you and your family!

  2. Demi-boss   •  

    My prayers are with you too.

    Mama Noi is a fighter…much like her daughter.

  3. Olaina   •  

    You know we’re always thinking of you and praying for you. But maybe we should start learning some Emo karaoke songs, and then at our Oceans-of-Sadness Beach Party we can play cards, and Brandon can see my dysfunctional step-in-law-American-family and raise it a dysfunctional in-law-Asian-family. Once again, it’ll be a sick kind of draw (remember, I’m Asian, you know). We should maybe chip in for a nicer deck of cards. Love you!

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